So hi guys, I'm back again. It's been quite some time but I guess the holidays are coming anyways so why not. The last entry was back in March and since school started (ITE), I have never been able to look back and really enjoy the things I love doing the most : photography, kendama and also just living my life.
Whatever I'm typing here and now, does not necessarily mean anything. It is purely for entertainment purposes, and if anyone does find it similar to your life, trust me, it's always about mine. What I'm trying to say is, the same line in tv shows, any resemblance to anyone or any life story is purely fictional. (only writing about my life and forever will be)
You might not know this, but basically everyone has that one person that they will never truly forget about. That one memorable person who did a lot for you, a lot with you and they meant the whole world to you at one point of time.
They will always happen to be in your life, no matter what circumstances, they will always somehow be fated to be there, just right there, to exist. Everyone deserves to live their own life, of course that's for sure. But this one person will always be "repeating" again and again no matter what. You're never sure what to do about it, because you have your own life to live. And when they say you're just "friends" you get even more confused.
Probably by the time you're reading this you'd be sure to think of that one person, and how he/she has affected you and your life in so many ways, more than once. How he/she meant so much to you, the thought of leaving them hurts you so bad you can tear up about it. And also how that if that day comes that you leave them, will things ever be the same again?
There's a saying that goes, "We accept the love we think we deserve." A good friend of mine, Diana kept telling me about this line. I haven't watched the movie till now, and of course I plan to. It's from a movie titled "The perks of being a wallflower". The pure definition of wallflower from Google.com is that it's "a shy or excluded person at a dance or a party, usually a girl without a partner."
That goes to show that if you are a quiet or what I'd like to call a "silent ninja", don't worry about it! There's bound to be other silent ninjas out there for you to make friends and also talk to. Single and ready to mingle? No. Single and ready to make new friends.
I admit, at times when I come or enter a new environment, definitely I'll be a silent ninja. But of course, as you make friends and also continue to proceed on, you will always be surrounded with lots of friends, no matter how "old" or "young" they've been in your life.
Just accept them for who they are, as a person, because everyone deserves to co-exist in this life. Nobody deserves a bad life just because of the past or what they have done. I repeat, everyone deserves to live. No one is worth dying for, no matter how bad it seems.
"To whom it may concern, you will always be my breastpren"
Simply saying, we will all die someday. And when we die, we don't know when. So make friends, stay happy, be positive, and never sad. Because if you're sad, others who care for you will also wonder why the sudden change, and why you are not yourself.
And with that, I come to the end of a new entry on the 11th of December, at 2.30am when I'm supposed to be asleep, hahaha. Oh yeah just wanted to share a photo with you guys and how I volunteered for the APG here in sunny Singapore. (APG - Asean Para Games) Will talk about this in another entry.
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| Just a bunch of good people coming together to volunteer for the Asean Para Games. Different groups, but united as one we share our laughter and joy and be happy :) |
Thank you for reading this and hope you enjoyed this piece of writing, more to come in the future! Stay tuned for more and as always, stay awesome guys.
Signing off,
Syafie Sengetkaki.
